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Between divorced parents, extended family, and my sister’s boyfriend’s family, I have attended four separate Christmas gift givings/parties.
I got three hours of sleep last night.
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ah, how revealing.
before i woke up today, i had a dream:
somehow, i had been transported back in time to when my family lived in richmond. back to when my mom and dad were still together, katy hadn’t gone off to college. i’d say i was middle school. part of me has always wanted, no, pined to go back and try and fix my life from there, stay and graduate from james river, go to college, do the normal life thing. and there in my dream, i had the ability.
but i was miserable.
in my dream, i was miserable, i wandered around the house, looking at all these things, with the knowledge of what happens, with the knowledge of being 26, and i couldn’t stand it. i’d look at my twin beds in my room, the desk i never used, my closet, and it was terrifying. i knew i had a chance to change it, but if i did, i’d never know my life the way it is now, with the friends i have now, joe, paul, mark, sure i knew them around middle school, but our friendship was nowhere as close. by then they were in gastonia, i think, anyway.
and dad was there. don’t get me wrong, i love my dad, i do, but let me give you an example from back in the real world: when i moved to charlotte to live with him, mom and katy came to help me move in. that night, we all went out to dinner, all of us. and sat in the same booth. like it was before they divorced. and the look, and the feel of it was so alien and strange to me, that i had to excuse myself to go outside and take myself out of the situation.
in the dream, i took the opportunity to tell mom which companies to invest in, google, for one, and that i would come up with more when they came to me, but beyond that, what could i possibly do to fix my life from there? aside from gaming time travel to get rich, or finding a way to keep myself in school then, what would be the point?
and i woke up, feeling miserable, just as miserable as i was in the dream. so, as it turns out, my dreams are more revealing than anything. what you crave might not always be what you end up wanting.
i still feel terrible. today’s gonna be a shitty day.
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picture dump 12.
12.14.08 | Permalink | 2 CommentsHEY! more shit. check it:
friend of ours had a cornfield, so we went to pick some.
when dad was a bachelor, he only had condiments in his fridge. now that he’s married, he only has condiments in his fridge.
burned out car at the end of my street. no idea how it happened.
you’ve seen the stephanie/ned portraits, these are katy’s and mine. they’re.. just terrible.
mom and katy outside a restaurant.
waiting for the rest of my friends to show up at bar trivia night.
gretchen, my cousin, gwyn’s sister (probably a picture or two of her in the archive somewhere)
a massive two story fire at joe’s, this doesn’t do it justice.
my dad’s weird ass cat, george. this dude sleeps/sits/hides in the sink, has no problem getting wet, and as you can see, toilets are fair game.and finally..
paul shaved down to a moustache for his chicago job. he looks EXACTLY LIKE HIS DAD.
and here’s paul in all the shit he has to wear for the job - the fact that the moustache sticks out on either side is fucking hilarious.my head hurts, it’s 4am, and i’ve spent 400 bucks on presents over the past 14 days. i’m going to bed.
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