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yeah, i bought one. hurr.
i’m getting better at guitar hero. moving from medium to hard is a bitch. easy > medium, big deal, you start using your pinky. medium > hard? move your whole damn hand. i ain’t that fast. i love playing the slip’s “even rats” though. good starter song for hard.
well, tomorrow i’m off to charleston, south carolina for vacation with dad, stephanie, ned, katy, justin (katy’s new “friend”), max gray and his two.. or three daughters, john (one of the daughter’s husband), and maybe mark if he’ll get off his ass. it’s gonna be an.. adventure.
i should write, right? it’s not that i don’t have the words to write, it’s simply coming up with the motivation to describe my daily mundane bullshit activities to you after living them in all their boringness!
i went on a music scour recently. grabbed four new albums that really caught my.. ear? muse’s “black holes and revelations”, jackson and his computer band’s “smash”, spoon’s “gimme fiction”, and modest mouse’s “we were dead before the ship even sank.” of the four, i’m currently listening to muse’s new album. well, new to me. i put off ‘discovering’ muse cos i simply figured they were another british band, coldplay, oasis, wah wah wah. i was pleasantly surprised, they rock a lot harder than i thought. it’s sort of like queen mixed with depeche mode on a heavier scale.
rome is over! i haven’t watched the last episode, yes, the absolute last episode ever. HBO has this thing with killing shows off at the peak of their awesomeness. except the sopranos. someone needs to kick that shit off the air early.
played through a few games since we last spoke, neverwinter nights 2 is over, played through s.t.a.l.k.e.r. twice. well.. one and a half times (i love chernobyl and urban desolation, so this game was fantastic. explore the reactor and kill shit). once i got done with NW2, i tried out the lord of the rings online beta, and got sucked into that for a month or two. around a week before the end of the beta (which was.. two days ago, i think) i lost interest in it cos i knew my character was going to be wiped. what’s the point? open beta starts on the 30th, though, i’ll probably go back and check it out.
this weekend was busy in a slow sort of way. i edited video for hours on end. edit, convert, convert, convert, burn. rinse, repeat. it took.. a while.
there are other things in my life that need attention, but like any other good procrastinator, i put them off until it all piles up in the last minutes and freak the fuck out. it’s a wonderful life. at least the weather here is gorgeous. supposed to be in the 80’s tomorrow.
been helping (or trying to help) paul out with his relationship woes. i won’t go into detail here, but it’s been an ordeal. he actually has a blog here like mark does, but paul’s never used his, and i don’t think mark has recently either.
in the ongoing saga of dealing with my dad, he called saturday and i, busy working on mom’s videos, forgot to call him back. expecting to be blasted out of the water on sunday for it when we went over to greenville to visit, he instead was all cheery and happy, and gave me a treo 650 that he wasn’t using anymore. kinda knocked me on my ass, but whatever. stephanie was quick to get in a fight though, complaining that because he was really mad at US, that he took it out on stephanie, so she went and pouted, sulked until we left. blah blah blah. who cares. you can’t see it right now, but i’m making a jerk-off motion in the air.
i got a wii. it’s so much fun that my sister went and bought a remote/nunchuck just so we could have three, one for each of us.
this is us playing rayman: raving rabbids. it’s fucking awesome.
yes, we look retarded. everyone does when they play with this. you would too.
the best picture is the last one.
so i haven’t talked to my dad in a week. normally if he was on a trip, this wouldn’t bother me. of course, he’s not on a trip, and we’re still not talking to each other. i believe he stiffed me on the housesitting job i did for him two weekends ago, and called him on it. we got into an argument, i hung up on him, we haven’t had a real conversation since.
we did have one, though. i don’t count that. it was on.. sunday, i think. and it was strained harder than a guitar string. we both said a total of ten words before the conversation was over. hi, how are you, good, talk to you later, bye.
but you know what’s weird? the feeling of telling him off was empowering. like, fuck you, i don’t need you anymore. you’ve shit on me enough, and i finally realize what the rest of my family is saying when they hate seeing me under your thumb. so i’m done being your slave. and you know what i did this week? applied for a job. at ebgames, and i really hope i get it. one, cos i loved working at ebgames, and two, cos i need some fucking money. my insurance is going up in january.
i don’t want to give him the credit for it. i really don’t, and i’m not going to, i’m not going to tell him about it. and i told my family not to tell him about it. he’s always been saying “i don’t care if you hate me for it later down the road, i want you to do this for your future.” or someshit, and it’s infuriating to think that he might think himself the victor in this little bullshit plan i call my life.
i’m also thinking of visiting evan. i don’t really care anymore what other people might think of me for it. my friends already know, my family knows about him, so. i mean what the fuck.
talk about empowered.
mark got a job at best buy. even though he said he’s done with retail. hopefully he’ll enjoy that more. i know i will, after using his megadiscount. haw.
anyway. i finished FF12. if FF7 was a 8, FF10 was a 6, FF10-2 was a 7, FF12 would be a 9. if you liked tactics, you’ll love this. i thought i’d be bored out of my mind by another turn-based RPG but as it turns out, the ability to move around freely and avoid battles (ala FF11, if you’ve played that) if you want to is a huge boon to me. i clocked about eighty hours total once i had finished it all up, and i STILL didn’t do everything. i did about.. 90% though. only a few optional bosses i left out considering i didn’t want to level up to 80 or 90 just to get some ultimate weapon or something i’d only use for the remaining hour of the game that i had left to play.
been playing contact for the DS, and okami for the ps2. contact is getting frustrating and boring, okami kinda hurts my eyeballs after a while. so, i might give bully or god hand a try.
though it’s all rather meaningless, considering phantasy star universe comes out tomorrow. i don’t care how many games i have to trade in, i’m getting it, god dammit. i may be broke, but this is a necessary purchase. food? that can wait. this is necessary.
which, by the way, this track that i’ve been listening to reminds me of the music from PSO, so here you go.
been a while, huh? strange that i don’t have anything to write about. which brings about the reason why i post.
what if i write only when i’m depressed or anxious? what kind of career can i make out of only being creative when i’m like that? i started this blog only months before i went back to a psychologist, got back on zoloft. what does that mean? did i start it only as an outlet to talk to someone, and now that i have an outlet like that, i no longer need it, or want it?
look at the last few posts. nothing but pictures and captions dumped from my phone. it’s certainly not because i’m too busy to write. i can certainly take the time out of my oh-so-crazy-schedule to do that, thus going back to the original question.
sigh. maybe i should just return to the monotonous goings-on of my day. how interesting can that be, though? i wonder how many people actually read any of this. self-doubt, something i’m good at.
SO. today i got up, and headed out to get lunch. a meatball sub at subway. which later made my stomach hurt considering the night i had on saturday. i drank too much, but not enough to puke, and accidentally (6 pills, in about 12 hours) overdosed on advil in an effort to get rid of a headache that was originally caused by dehydration. but when you’re nauseous, you don’t feel like drinking.. yeah. anyway. meatball sub. i thought my stomach was strong enough after eating ham and cheese sandwiches and chicken soup that i could handle something spicier. i thought wrong.
after that, i headed over to office depot and picked up a 512 sandisk thumbdrive for the modding project i wanted to do to my ps2 this afternoon, and headed over to mom’s school to visit for a while. i stayed there up until around 3:30 and made my way over to the post office and mailed off my ps2 memory card to jordan so that he could load an exploit onto it. little did i know that with swap magic i could do the damn thing myself. so my memory card is on its way to chicago, and i’ve already got the thing working. hdloader, FTPing to my ps2.. the works. great.
and here i am. nothing really special to report. changed from cox to embarq, cable to DSL. it’s a bit faster, too. same speed, but not shared with the neighborhood. yar. more pirating to do.
and that’s that.
ps. all my good writing ideas come at 2-5am right as i’m about to drift off to sleep, where i can do nothing about them and forget them overnight. how fucked up is that?
it’s always awkward to talk to someone about your personal life. even more so someone you’ve only known for three weeks and you’re talking about erections and sexual positions.
i meant my psychologist, you freaks.
don’t get me wrong, he’s a great guy, it’s just a little weird describing my sexual activities with someone i just met who could basically be my dad. i don’t really have a problem with it with people my own age. and perhaps it wasn’t the awkwardness of a new psychologist or anything like that, just what we talked about. but i suppose that’s the point of having a psychologist.
i’ve been playing a lot of pangya again ‘cos the goons got in on it. i sank another ten bucks into it to get my angsty tennis player back. and it seems i’m not half bad at the game either. at least i know the basics, anyway.
as i mentioned in my previous post, my sister hooked up with a guy in vegas named tom. he was kind of a douchebag after we left, not calling or texting, but suddenly out of the blue he calls and wants katy to get online. so they talk, via webcams too, etc. and i just get the feeling that while he is a nice guy, and my sister is smart, they’re not smart to persue it. i thought NC > CA was a long jump for a relationship, try NC > Ireland. that and it seems like he kinda strung her along. but.. it’s not my business.
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this certainly makes me happy. sucks for bermuda tho. at least it’s not coming here.
also two miscellaneous images for you:
home and vegas. what a collection.
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my psychologist’s office. pretty non-descript, huh?
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mom at us cellular, about to exchange her phone.
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mark before the beach, tanless.
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mark after the beach, raccoon.
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katy and dad on one of the flights out to vegas.
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the band in nine fine irishmen.
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electrical workers protesting something.
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taking a break at the fashion show mall.
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this was a chocolate fountain that started at the ceiling, and ended at the floor. it was continually cycling. pretty neat stuff.
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the bottom half of the fountain.

the king.
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bartenders dancing at the bar centrifuge.
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dad’s favorite machine in vegas: elvis.
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view from the second floor of nine fine irishmen.



katy and thomas. the drunken irishman she met in vegas. they REALLY hit it off and he has yet to call her. he would be a nice guy if he’d stop being a douchebag now that the trip is over.

one of the mgm lionesses.
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delayed by ernesto in atlanta.

this woman was creepy as shit. she had a bow in her hair like her dogs. she let her dog sit in her lap as she ate.. and she just generally gave off this air of creepiness. ugh.
anyway. woo vegas! back to normal, i suppose.
so i stole joe’s 360 after he got frustrated with dead rising and i’ve had it since sunday. the only game i took with me was dead rising, and i’ve been playing it non-fucking-stop since then. i’ve beaten it twice, and i’ve started a third game. here were the results of my second game, devoted to killing zombies, taking pictures, and saving survivors (fuck that story bullshit):
yeah, no HDTV here. just my grandfather’s big ol convex RCA 36″.
45 out of 54 survivors. some of them i have no idea where they appear, and otis doesn’t call me to go save ‘em cos i never missed a call or a mission. the last two i know of, though. simone - i needed to save isabella to save her, and i didn’t do the main story, so.. no isabella to save, and tad, well.. i killed kent who held him hostage in the first day, so.. he never appeared.
on the end of the second day, i tried to go for the zombie genocide achievement, and ended up with 32000 kills. i needed 53,594. ah well. next game, maybe. i’m not trying to get achievements, but they unlock shit (like the full megaman costume, so that’ll be neat).
i’ll give joe his xbox back on saturday or sunday.
so i had this strange ass dream last night.
i was in circuit city, and i leaned down and picked up the last copy of Phantasy Star Universe. the packaging was gorgeous. totally white packaging with no details on what it was except for raised letters at the top in gold that said “Phantasy Star Universe” and directly underneath that was a rounded corner window showing just the main characters from the original packaging. very stylish. it also came with a long scroll that had some sort of magic spell from the game on it as a bonus for buying the special edition.
as i picked it up, a girl from middle/high school that i knew (and hated because when she talked, she talked in this sarcastic voice and looked six inches above your head rather than at you - it was fucking annoying, i wanted to grab her head and look directly at her and say “I AM DOWN HERE. TALK TO ME. NOT THE CEILING.”) said “wait, that’s mine!” i hugged the game and said “i picked it up.” she went into this spiel about how she just put it down and went off to get her brother or something, she got an employee in on the arguement, and i won ‘cos technically she put it back and it was for sale. this part went through in a bit blur.
dad came up to me after she had left and offered to pay for it. plus guinness. i’m not sure why circuit city was selling six packs of guinness. we get up to the counter and
– scene missing - literally missing, i don’t remember anything from it –
..we had gotten into a full fledged fight in circuit city, and i saw red. i grabbed a guinness bottle out of the six pack and whirled it at my dad’s head.
then i woke up. great dream, huh? starts out good and.. psh. shitty.