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uneventful friday.
02.25.06 | Permalink | Comment?

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been a relatively boring day. nothing TOO special going on. spent most of it cleaning up my D: drive, burning and backing things up considering my /anime directory was 100gb on a 200gb drive. i’m really fucking anal about keeping free space. there’s no reason to be, but i love having the space to do whatever the fuck i want. it’s pretty funny. D: is only anime, movies, porn, mp3’s and the like. C: is windows and installed programs. porn and pirating > actually working on my computer.

i burned through 7 dvd-r’s and 1 dvd-r DL burning all that crap. yee-haw. but. that’s what they’re there for. and i have an assload more to burn on.

aside from that, i put up a post on shacknews selling a bunch of stuff i don’t need or play anymore. it all went pretty quick, shackers are consumer whores. not that i’m complaining. they got good deals, i made some dough. 175 bucks, actually. all ‘cos i wanted.. this!

the logitech g15 gamer’s keyboard. it may seem retarded to you but you gotta understand that new technology is like crack to me. plus it has programmable keys. makes things in windows easier, games, media.. so on and so forth. that and i think i just wanted to be able to buy something for myself. it’s been a while since i’ve been pretty tight on money. i did get it for 65 shipped though, thanks to a friend, so it wasn’t too bad.

anyhow. that’s it, and that’s all.
friends, miscellaneous, shacknews
head down. brace yourself, here it comes.
02.13.06 | Permalink | 1 Comment

one of my friends died friday.

it’s pretty goddamn sobering when someone you talked to not weeks ago is, well, gone. i still have messages from him in my inbox. i have him on my ICQ list. offline. offline. offline.

offline. and never on again.

i have pictures of us playing in world of warcraft. he played elania.

i was in the shower today and i thought about how hard this is hitting me compared to my grandparents or my great aunt. it felt wrong.

i thought about my announcement of his death to the shack. i wondered if part of me was using it as publicity. as excitement that i got to tell them. i had to convince myself that i’m not that shallow. i’m not that bad of a person. my mind wandered and ended up at a bad theoretical standpoint. even though it wasn’t true, i had to tell myself i told them so they’d know.

i think i’m hurting myself for not being able to talk to him beforehand. maybe i’m overdramatizing. am i making this out to be more than it is? it was strangely like having a significant other. i’d login to wow and go questing or just generally mess around with him every. single. day. for five months. even after i quit, we still talked via shackmsg, or ICQ. i’ve lost my ICQ logs.

i paused for a minute there and found them in my backup. i have them.

the last time i talked to him was november.

i said “YOU ARE DEAD TO ME.”

i meant it as a joke. he had resubscribed to world of warcraft. but looking back on it now it’s like.. god, that’s fitting.

hindsight is 20/20.

—–

Session Start (904876:foo the feeble): Sat Sep 24 23:29:20 2005
[23:29] foo the feeble: pain. agony.
[23:29] draconic: are you watching solaris on AMC too?
[23:29] foo the feeble: that would be one of the few things to make it worse
[23:32] foo the feeble: it won’t be on until after Clear and Present Danger it seems
[23:32] draconic: what’s wrong then?
[23:33] foo the feeble: well, it started by me waking up with a dreadful headache on Thursday, which is why I wasn’t around. Then yesterday I had doctor appointments, which is now why I have a whole body that hurts. Ha.
[23:34] draconic: so did they say what’s wrong with you?
[23:34] foo the feeble: nothing. I don’t normally get around though.
[23:35] draconic: get around?
[23:36] foo the feeble: yep, get around, normally bedridden :)
[23:36] draconic: are you serious?
[23:36] foo the feeble: yep
[23:36] draconic: i thought foo the feeble was just ‘cos you were a nerd like everyone else.
[23:37] foo the feeble: well, that too
[23:37] draconic: why? what’s the dilly yo?
[23:39] foo the feeble: became a paraplegic in 1999, which quickly gave me problems with pressure sores, so I ended up having to stay in bed a lot to heal, which made it increasingly difficult to do anything.
[23:39] draconic: jesus how? can i ask? we don’t have to talk about it if not.
[23:41] foo the feeble: oh, I have Marfan’s Syndrome. One of the effects of which is weak blood vessels, so I had a dissecting aneurysm. For whatever reason, the surgery to repair it caused a blood clot to get into one of my blood vessels somewhere, so it cut off blood supply to my spinal cord.
[23:42] draconic: wow. that’s.. a big ol’ slap in the nuts. “hi there, we’re gonna be fixing some stuff.. whoops..”
[23:42] foo the feeble: yeah, that was not an outcome I expected
[23:42] draconic: did they even foresee it?
[23:42] foo the feeble: probably, seems it’s a somewhat common complication
[23:43] draconic: so.. it’s from the waist down?
[23:43] foo the feeble: although I heard another doctor on TV saying that they could repair these things with some 90% chance of you walking out of the hospital ha.
[23:43] foo the feeble: starts just below my diaphragm
[23:43] draconic: can you sense a defined line of where?
[23:44] draconic: or is it lower in some places.. higher in others, etc.
[23:44] draconic: if i’m asking too many questions, tell me to shut up, by the way.
[23:44] foo the feeble: well it starts there, things feel funny, then it gets to about my waist where there is nothing.
[23:45] foo the feeble: no big deal, this is outside the realm of common experience anyway.
[23:45] draconic: i’ve never known a paraplegic, personally. so i have a fuckton of questions but i’ll shut my yap.
[23:47] foo the feeble: no big deal. Heck, most people in hospitals haven’t.
[23:48] draconic: i take it back, solaris is kind of like a movie i’d like. i think i remember hating the ending though.
[23:49] foo the feeble: I had it going in the background and paid nearly no attention to it.
[23:49] draconic: i’m big on strange stories.
[23:49] foo the feeble: how strange is it?
[23:51] draconic: it’s a remake of an old 50’s movie, if i remember the timeperiod right, and in this version, george clooney flies up to a space station that’s observing some sort of nebula named Solaris - and strange things are happening on the station, like people seeing loved ones that have died long ago, clooney is a psychologist, i think? to evaluate the crew, and doesn’t believe any of them until his wife starts appearing.
[23:52] foo the feeble: whee :)
[23:52] draconic: sorry, 20 years off. 1972 was the original
[23:53] draconic: kay one last question. were you bedridden before you were a paraplegic?
[23:54] foo the feeble: no, heh
[23:54] draconic: fuckin a.. can you get around though? wheelchair and all that?
[23:54] foo the feeble: yeah, it’s possible.
[23:54] draconic: but?
[23:55] foo the feeble: no real reason to, plus by and large I stay out of my wheelchair to avoid pressure sores.
[23:56] draconic: wouldn’t moving around, albeit in a wheelchair, still help with the sores or are the sores from something other than being bedridden?
[23:56] foo the feeble: the sores are from sitting in the chair
[23:56] draconic: guh.
[23:57] draconic: they’re not really bad though, are they?
[23:57] draconic: wikipedia is fucking with my head listing all the bad shit with everything i look up.
[23:58] foo the feeble: pretty bad actually, take forever to heal
[23:59] draconic: dammit. :( i’m sorry.
[23:59] foo the feeble: oh well :)
[00:00] draconic: says here people with marfan’s have long limbs. gotcha some seven foot arms, do ya? :D
[00:01] foo the feeble: heh. My arm span is pretty long.
[00:01] foo the feeble: not 7 feet though heh
[00:03] draconic: well. heal up, get better, get moving, so on and so forth. easier said than done, but. heh.
[00:04] foo the feeble: yeah, heh. The wikipedia article on dissecting aortic aneurysm is very good by the way.
[00:06] draconic: I BET I COULD DO IT NOW!
[00:06] draconic: pff doctor’s license indeed.
[00:06] foo the feeble: heh
[00:12] draconic: nuts, gotta clean up a bit. be back in a while
[00:12] foo the feeble: okie
Session Close (foo the feeble): Sun Sep 25 00:12:45 2005

—–

he was 31.
anime, friends, internet, poker, shacknews
I’M BACK, BITCHES.
01.11.06 | Permalink | 2 Comments

so, this past week has been.. interesting.

first of all, drac.org was taken out by shackers who raped my bandwidth (1and1’s free 3 year thing gave me 5gb to play with - i’d have to resize my images, limit access to certain things, couldn’t do much with it) looking at my /wtf directory of funny and retarded images. they went 40gb over the limit, and i owed 20 bucks for overages. kind of a bitch.

so, i’ve remedied that problem by taking 1and1 up on their offer of a pretty bitchin’ package of 30gb storage, 1.5tb bandwidth, 5 domain names, all for 9.99 a month. the price is good for three years, so i couldn’t really pass it up. now i can do whatever the fuck i want! HAW.

aside from my domain and hosting woes, nothing big has happened. i can run down a list for you:

- a wonderful guy came into my life who i’m glad to have as a friend
- webcam striptease for a lesbian
- pulled a muscle in my back building a doghouse
- lost ten bucks in poker (not my money, who cares! HA!)
- finished up shuffle! and suzuka (both endings blew, what a surprise!)

so all in all. not an eventful week, but a meaningful one.

hi charon. ;)

edit:

so maybe i should clear up some things in my last post now that i have time to.

- the guy is a long-time friend of mine who i lost contact with for a few years because i felt i had to “change myself” - it’s complicated, really, really complicated. maybe someday i’ll write it out here, but not now. i recently caught back up with him and remembered all the reasons we were friends in the first place.
- the webcam striptease for a lesbian, well. that’s pretty self-explanatory. i’m friends with a lesbian, she wanted a striptease, i stripped. i’m pretty weak-minded. but she got a kick out of it. so yay!
- the doghouse. woo. my dad and stephanie were moving all their crap into the newly finished house, so on saturday night, and all of sunday, i moved things in, moved heavy stuff.. oof. and the majority of sunday, we built a doghouse - seven feet high, a foot off the ground, insulated underneath with hay, angled ceilings.. it’s a mansion, seriously. but i’m feeling the pain for it. this goddamn muscle won’t let the fuck go.
- well, the rest.. doesn’t need explaining, whoever’s reading this doesn’t care anyway.
internet, miscellaneous, shacknews
another.
10.15.05 | Permalink | Comment?

took me a second to figure this one out as to who did it.

“love sexninja, lucifer, kidd, kaiser” all packed into a drunken whodunit.

screw ‘em, i’m going on vacation anyhow. :) back sunday.
shacknews
i didn’t even notice.
09.14.05 | Permalink | 2 Comments

i was busy watching entourage. and thirty minutes? please. PUH-LEEZE. PUH-LEEZE. do not insult me.
shacknews
rackin em up
09.09.05 | Permalink | Comment?

that makes.. eight? nine? something like that.
internet, music, shacknews
the best of..
08.23.05 | Permalink | Comment?

the best of the pillows netted a big.. ten listeners at peak. granted, i did it at 12am, so that’s to be expected. and they’re japanese, only a few shackers seem to really like foreign music. no big whoop, i liked it.

BUT. tonight at 8pm, the best of dave grohl. two hours of the coolest guy in music today. rock the fuck out.
internet, music, shacknews
more radio.
08.20.05 | Permalink | Comment?

playing again tomorrow (sunday) at 4pm. listen in if you know what’s good for you. all.. two of you.

today’s list
tomorrow’s list
internet, music, shacknews
radio killed the internet star.
08.19.05 | Permalink | Comment?
well, that was fun. on a whim, i decided to lock up an hour block of time for shackradio, shacknews’ user-run shoutcast server. i spent about 30 minutes stitching together one long mp3 to make it feel more like a “radio” and put static in between the songs.

most of the time it was inane drivel, such a wide spectrum.. the playlist was:
1. 1. a number of microphones - propellerheads
2. 2. katamari on the rock - katamari damacy
3. 3. e-pro (remix by paza of the x-dump) - beck
4. 4. has been - william shatner
5. 5. free me - foo fighters
6. 6. c’mon c’mon - von bondies
7. 7. not if you were the last junkie on earth - dandy warhols
8. 8. rearrange - god lives underwater
9. 9. burning beard - clutch
10. 10. the humpty dance - digital underground
11. 11. never there - cake
12. 12. forget my name - danko jones
13. 13. walk idiot walk - the hives
14. 14. girls - prodigy
15. 15. sledgehammer - peter gabriel
16. 16. song for the dumped - ben folds five
aside from a few skips in the humpty dance and the “currently playing:” not showing up (cos it was one long mp3), it was a pretty good success. everyone liked it. i’ll most likely do it again saturday night or sunday.

wanna listen?

who’s playing?
shacknews
woo.
08.18.05 | Permalink | Comment?

go figure. after posting that, i get banned for thirty minutes with the message:

“OH YOU’RE GOING TO PUT ME TO THE TEST IN THE FUCKING LATESTCHATTY.X, BITCH? YOU LIKE THIS SHIT?!?!?!”

ajax just wanted in on the ban me action.

edit: two more.